James Bellert

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I was born at St. Vincent's Orphanage in Chicago. I spent most of my adult years and much money and time trying to find my biological mother. Finally, in 1996, Catholic Charities SOLD me a redacted biography of my birth mother. I had also obtained a copy of the Decree of Adoption in which her name was listed. I was able to use her name and the redacted bio to focus my search and finally locate her and her other children, both legitimate and illegitimate. When I made that discovery, I was in the town in which my grandparents raised my mother and other kids and the town in which my biological grandparents were buried. It was the microfiche of the obituaries which led me to the discovery of my birthmother and her family.

Unless you are an adoptee, I don't think you can fully understand the feeling of connection and authentication as a member of the human race I had when I visited the cemetery in that town and saw the graves of my grandparents to whom I was actually biologically related. I went on to do a lot of genealogy research, now made so much easier by websites like Find A Grave and Ancestry.com. I traced my mother's side back to England, Scotland and Northern Ireland, in some cases back to the 1000's!

All that knowledge obtained because I found the graves of my grandparents! If I can help another person find that feeling of connection and authentication by posting a photograph of a marker or creating a memorial on Find A Grave to go with it, I couldn't be happier.

All is not warm and fuzzy, though. Not in my case. But mine is unusual as over 92% of all birthmothers welcome a reunion with the child they "adopted out." Illinois enacted a law in recent years allowing adult adoptees to obtain copies of their original birth certificates (but not their adoption records). I had always wanted a copy of my original birth certificate because I somehow felt it would give me authenticity as a human being. Maybe that sounds ridiculous, but it's a feeling shared by many adoptees. We weren't born, we were adopted! Well, virtually ALL of the entries about my birthmother on that certificate were falsified by Catholic Charities! Her married name was shown where it required her maiden name, her marital status was false, the number of previous births was wrong, and the address given as her place of usual residence was the address of the ORPHANAGE! The father's name is "Legally Omitted." That was legal lingo for "this child is a Bastard."

Learning about my genetic physical and mental health was only one of the reasons I needed to search for my birth families. It was less a reason for searching and more of an excuse to give to non-adoptees for why I wanted to search. At least non-adoptees might understand the need to know your medical history as a reason to search.

And the discoveries you make about health issues, both mental and physical, are not always what you hope to hear. My biological mother's family is rampant with diabetes and alcoholism, two afflictions I am fortunate enough not to suffer. And I discovered that mental traits may very well be genetic. Many of my biological relatives are reclusive to an extreme. And, that is one of my traits, I do admit.

I would do all the searching again, though. The greatest experience was seeing actual living people, and photographs of people, that I actually LOOK LIKE!!!

2015 UPDATE:

By the miracle of DNA studies, I found a genetic link to my biological father (on 23andMe.com). I was linked to a man who is my predicted second to third cousin. This DNA relative gave me enough biographical information to enable me to determine the man who was VERY probably my biological father! Without going into all the details, I am about 99% sure that this man is my father! I've explained all the reasoning to my wife (an extremely brilliant woman) who agrees that he is in all likelihood my father. Unfortunately, he died in 1977 and left no other legitimate children. Also, I'm not sure how I can verify with 100% certainty that he is my father. The DNA relative has clammed up. If I had just a little bit more information from him, I could be absolutely certain.

My father died at age 58 of a heart attack. He had two brothers who also died in their 50's. My grandfather died in his 70's of heart disease. It seems heart disease may be an inherited malady. I've already outlived my father and uncles. It sure would be helpful to know for sure, wouldn't it?

And Find A Grave was a BIG help as the graves and cemetery locations confirmed one of the bits of information about my father that I obtained from the adoption agency. My quest for my heritage has been rekindled! Any suggestions are welcome!

2017 UPDATE:

I was able to create a family tree on my biological father's side which links me to my DNA relative identified by Ancestry.com. Ancestry predicted the DNA relative and I would be 2nd or 3rd cousins. The family tree, with paper documentation, proves we are actually 3rd Cousins, Once Removed. This adds further credence to my knowledge that the man I identified as my biological father is, indeed, the correct man. I am proven to be related to the DNA-identified man, and the only way we can be linked is via the man I discovered to be my biological father.

In the meantime, I have submitted another sample for DNA testing, this time it is specifically for a Y DNA test which may be able to identify the surname to which my DNA is linked.

Well, the Y DNA test proved nothing in my case. I got ZERO matches from this test. I asked the provider if there was a mistake. No. It seems that I got no matches because no one else in my paternal line has ever submitted a sample for the Y DNA test. I am the first man in that line to submit a sample. But I should be proud because SOMEone has to be first. Now, if any other male in my paternal line submits a sample, THAT PERSON will have a match: ME!

Why am I so ungrateful? It only cost me a couple hundred dollars, after all.

2018 Update

I made a discovery today with Ancestry DNA. I was linked to a woman who was listed as my possible 3rd or 4th cousin and her family tree showed she would be related on my birthfather's side. I contacted her and got a reply from her HUSBAND, named Tom Coash. He said Ancestry mislabeled the DNA sample and that sample showing his wife's name is actually HIS sample. It turns out that Tom is the Uncle of the man who was linked to me as my third cousin once removed. Using the same tree I had developed earlier, Tom is actually my THIRD COUSIN. This is amazing because it is even more proof that I've identified the correct man as my birthfather!


Suddenly I have a close relative DNA match on my Ancestry DNA account. This is by FAR the closest DNA match I've had yet on Ancestry AND on 23andMe. This new match is my half-niece. She is related to me on my birthfather's side. One of the DNA matches that she and I share is the man that I discovered was my 3rd cousin. So, this further proves that the man I determined to be my birthfather is indeed my father!

Her being my half niece means either her father is my half-brother or her mother is my half-sister. So, one of her grandmothers got pregnant by my birthfather. I haven't been in contact with her yet, but from what I've been able to gather, her father was born two MONTHS before I was born. I assume her mother is roughly the same age. All this means that my father must have considered himself a ladies' man. He got MY mother pregnant at about the same time he got another woman pregnant. And he had just been married to yet another woman when all this happened.

This new DNA match could be the first of many more half siblings from my father. I have seven half siblings on my mother's side. I'm feeling even more insignificant now!


I had asked my half-brother in England if he remembered anything about who my father could be. Robert was about six years old when our mother got pregnant with me. He was convinced that our mother was seeing the actor, Forrest Tucker when Robert was about six and remembers Forrest Tucker coming to his house with our mother at Christmas and giving each of the kids a present. I knew from the "non-identifying" biographical information I had paid the adoption agency to send me that my father was supposed to have been born in 1919 and, in fact, Forrest Tucker WAS born in 1919. So, I thought there was a possibility Robert was correct.

Well, I knew from the "non-identifying" biographical information about my father supplied by the adoption agency that my father was a truck driver, had German descent, was Catholic, and couldn't marry our mother. Long story short, the man I was able to identify through DNA and Ancestry.com and Find A Grave, was named Charles Coash. Charles was a truck driver, his mother was of German descent, was from Cullom, Illinois, which is very close to Kankakee where my mother was working as a waitress at the time of my conception. Charles also had relatives living in Kankakee. They were all Catholic. Charles was born in 1919 and he couldn't (or wouldn't) have married my mother without getting a divorce from his bride of less than one year (he remained married to her until about a year before he died).

The funny part of this is that Charles was a truck driver doing contract work for farmers in and around Cullom, Illinois. Cullom is 20 or 30 miles to another small farming community that would have been on his route. That other small town is Forrest, Illinois. Forrest with 2 "r's." So, my father was a Forrest Trucker, not Forrest Tucker!!!

Too bad Robert died before I could tell him about my discovery.


A current tv commercial about a father trying to talk to his young son about the "Facts of Life" reminded me about when my adopted father had "the talk" with me. I was barely 13 years old when he explained the physical requirements for producing a baby. He asked if I had any questions and I had only one: did he and my (adopted) mother ever do what was required to "make a baby." He laughed and said sure they did. Why would I ever think they hadn't? My answer was apparent to me: if they did, why did they have to adopt ME? I guess he should have explained that doing what is necessary to "make a baby" wasn't always successful, but it wasn't from lack of trying!


The woman who is my predicted half-niece replied to me recently. She told me that her father knew his father was not his biological father but didn't know the details. His mother had gotten pregnant with him just before marrying another man. I'm not sure of the details at this point. But, this means that her father and I are half-brothers and she is my half-niece. And my father impregnated at LEAST two women within months of each other and while being a newlywed to yet another woman. I actually got a cryptic message on Find A Grave from a man who lived in the small town where my father was born and raised and lived his adult life, that the town talk was wondering why he and his wife always took separate vacations. This man never replied to my request for an explanation, but I can imagine it meant that my father continued his roguish ways long after I was born. That leaves me wondering how many more half brothers and sisters I may have. Maybe DNA will tell. Hopefully before it's too late for me.

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