Tracy Gordon Shilt

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This web site is dedicated to my Beloved brother, James Anthony Gordon (we called him Tony) he was and still is my best friend and eternal soul mate.I loved him more than life itself!! I still cant believe he is gone.That was one of the phrases that me and my parents walked around saying.. under our breath and in our minds for the first couple of years.I still think I'am in shock and denial.My heart still(secretly)waits for him to walk through the door and come back home everyday even though my mind knows that he is never coming home again.My brother left behind a son who is now 13yrs old and a daughter(his clone)who is now 10yrs old.Thank god for them!!!


To: Tony

As the last rose petal
Falls to the ground.
As the wind drops the leaf
After whipping it around.

So does it seem as a Love One
Lives his last hour.
He slowly dies
Like the wilted flower.

As the tears run down
My cheeks like rain.
I wonder why I must go
Through all this pain.

He seemed so close
But now so far away.
It seemed he was here
Alive, just yesterday.

I look at him in that box
That I hate.
So yellow so cold.
Now he'll never get a chance
To Live or grow Old.

They close that box
That I so Truly..Hate.
I weep and cry.
A piece of my Heart
With him has Died!!


I Believe….

Every now and then, soft as breath upon my skin,
I feel you come back again,
And it’s like you haven’t been gone a moment from my side ~
Like the tears were never cried,
Like the hands of time are holding you and me,
And with all my heart I’m sure we’re closer than we ever were
I don’t have to hear or see you ~ I’ve got all the proof I need ~
There are more than angels watching over me
I believe, oh I believe

Now when you die your life goes on ~
It doesn’t end here when you’re gone
It never ends, and if I’m right
Our love can even reach across eternity
I believe, oh I believe
Forever you’re a part of me

Forever in the heart of me
I would hold you even longer if I can
Oh the people who don’t see the most
Say that I believe in ghosts
If that makes me crazy, then I am
‘Cause I believe
Oh yes, I believe

There are more than angels watching over me
I believe, oh I believe
Every now and then soft as breath upon my skin
I feel you come back again ~
And I believe.


★*•.¸¸.•*★ Much Love & Much Respect ★*•.¸¸.•*★

I want to say "Thank You" to all of the wonderful people that leave flowers and comments(They are so Beautiful!!)on my brother Tony's page and my grandparents page.I have met some of the best people on here you truly touch my heart!!!I also want to Thank again a special person I met on here..Cindy (Blessed by our Angels) who was kind enough to sponser my brother page and make me have a little more faith in people.You are a beautiful person with a beautiful heart and soul, I have been blessed by god to have you as a friend.God bless You all!!! Take care and stay safe.


`*.¸.*´ I believe.. Grief knits two hearts in closer bonds than happiness ever can..And common sufferings are far stronger links than common joys..


💖 "I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel." ~ Maya Angelou 💖


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