This afternoon...Sunday the 22nd of Aug...Warlord Bobzilla/Bob Bartlett (age 50) was in an auto accident on his way back from Houston's Crooked Ferret event. He was taking 290 back to Bastrop to visit a fellow Rennie. A car came into his lane and hit him head on. Bob was killed instantly.
I was just called by Lady Scarlett/Becky and given the news. I should know more about how things happened and where he'll be laid to rest tomorrow. I'll be going to Giddings...where the accident happened to meet Becky tomorrow...and I'll post more information as I know things.
Please offer prayers to Becky and Bob's family.

Curt Doyle/General Skull
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BobZilla's Memorial Service:
The church is Highland Terrace United Methodist Church,
1918 Steves
Ave, San Antonio, TX 78210, (210) 534-6179
Friday, August 27th, 5:30 PM

By the way, since people have been asking, this is NOT a garbed event. It will be a traditional Christian service, and a suit and tie or "church attire" would be more appropriate.
Mischief
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In order to honor and mourn our fallen Brother,
Bobzilla, we are going to have a special pot luck
feast at the Ferret on Sat., Sept. 4th. We will also
be having a Silent Auction to help off set expenses
for his family. More information will be posted
shortly......contact Rev or Tazz with any further
suggestions or ideas.

Rev
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Dear Brothers and Sisters

The last days of the great Zilla were filled with joy. He came all the way from San Antonio to spend a few days with me and my close family. He and Kraegan and Vultcher and many others built me a very wonderful suit of armour that I will be donning at this years inductions and fests. I will forever cherish it.

We talked of many things and of old times, but most importantly, we talked about the future. I will be touching on that some time in the days to come. Right now, I would like for all of us to muster what strength and courage we can and try to comfort Lady Scarlett and Redskull through these impossible times.

Zilla was a great Warlord, brother and close friend. He will never be forgotten.

p.s. due to work schedule and family distress, we will be unable to attend the San Antonio funeral arrangements, but we will be at the special Memorial at ferret on September 4th and the third week-end.
I have witnessed the past few days, such overpowering love and fellowship of my family, it makes me really proud.

Talon
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It is hard to write words down, right now. Most of you know that Zilla spent the week-end at our home. We stayed up all night friday, laughing and talking. It is just impossible to know that he left our door and never made it home. This is just too damned hard to bare.

I have not known any other who loved to envoke laughter as much as this man. This man who had the warmest heart, the sweetest spirit, the kindest soul. He shined so brightly, almost was hard to look at him. I know he shines more brightly even now. This warrior, this man, this brother will always be greatly loved and will be so greatly missed. I cannot write more now, perhaps later.

Morri
blessings and love to Becky and all his family
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It was my honor to have known you and to call you my friend. You have made an impression on my life and all the lives that you have touched. You may have gone on to join the brothers and sisters who have left before you, but you will not be forgotten in our hearts. Untill we meet again,
Signed Lord Norath Tovaar
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Dear BobZilla,

we will miss you laughter and you smill we wish you a swift journy to the feast halls where you will be greated by old friend welcoming you with a full horn of meed
Signed tazz
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Dear BobZilla,

I will miss you my brother
Signed Rigor
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Dear BobZilla,

Ohhh.. the times we've had and the tales that could be told. Arresting me because you tripped over my sword. We just talked a few weeks ago.. and though we didn't connect on the river... we both talked about getting together on the next trip. I hate that that trip will not ever happen now. I mourn for your family. I see your goofy-arsed grin all over my memories of Excalibur. You will be missed.
Signed Violet MacComyn
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Dear BobZilla,

I will miss your laughter, crazy jokes and the random phone calls in the middle of the day. Peace be with you brother.
Signed Lerxst
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Dear BobZilla,

Though we met only a few times you have left a lasting impression on my heart. You are a very kind and generous spirit. One day we will meet again in the Elysian field. Blessed Be my friend you will live on in the hearts that you have enlightened along your journey.
Signed Pandora
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Dear BobZilla,

I happy I got to meet you in this lifetime. You will be severly missed by myself and multitudes of others.
Signed Lord Dread
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Dear BobZilla,

BobZilla- I was new but you listened. You cared. You have heart. I will miss your wisdom. I will miss the clashing of the mugs. Perhaps we can do it again someday...indeed someday soon. Thank you for having a listening ear and a patient heart. I miss you already although we haven't talked in so, so long. Nor drank. You we so inspiring to me. I looked forward to seeing you soon. My heart is broken now. Too few it is in Chaos I can talk to like I could with you. I will always miss you...and you will never be forgotten. Ever...I will always miss you and your wisdom. Keep the fire warm for us all...
Signed Rodrik the Rouge
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Dear BobZilla,

From the first time I meet you, you have always kept me laughing. You were one of those rare people that never met an enemy..............they were always your friend. And I am proud and honored to have been counted among your friends. I will miss you my brother.............keep the fires burning for us....
Signed Lady Allayya
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Dear BobZilla,

What can be said? Lover of Loki.. Friend to all. Huge hugs, loads of humor.. I am so glad to have been able to call you friend and brother... The loss is great and heart felt... It was an honor to have been able to know you and been a watch dog for you.
Signed Jonix
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Dear BobZilla,

You where one of the first Chaos members I met at Excalibur when Tazz drug us there a couple of years ago. Everytime we crossed your paths you had something wonderfull to say, funny usually and a big smile on your face, and an almost twinkle in your eyes that would light up the darkness of the camp ground. You will be missed. A life cut so short once again. But then everything happens for a reason. I'm sure your charm and positive feelings where needed elsewhere to brighten a higher realm. You will be missed by many as you where loved by so many myself included. Above all you will be remembered for a long time to come. Take care and have peace.
Signed Vamptasia
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Dear BobZilla,

The first time I met you and Becky was at Excal 2002. You and Becky welcomed me and called me family. I have so many wonderful memories and they are are filled with laughter. Even when you got your dreaded hot sauce in my eyes! Sitting around sharing cherry bombs, tubing, roaming the campgrounds, always laughter and silly jokes. I was honored to call you friend and Brother. I wish you peace along your journey and I have comfort in knowing that we will meet again. I will miss you.
Signed Luna
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Dear BobZilla,

I'll miss that silly grin of yours. You never passed up an opportunity to give me a hard time, even when you didn't know me. Excal will be a little less bright next season.....
Signed OnyxMyst/Cadyn
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Dear BobZilla,

Thank you for your teachings, guidance and friendship. My life hasn't been the same since I met you but your memory will go with me forever. You are a man of honor in it's truest since. Rest in peace brother.
Signed Kraegan Blue Dragon
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Dear BobZilla,

May you be at peace, sharing your laughter with the angels. You will be sorely missed by many.
Signed Annie/Euphoria
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Dear BobZilla,

Faire will never be the same without my hearing your sing-songy "Hi-ya Ja-el!" I'll never forget how you made it a point to talk to me when I was new to Chaos and made me feel welcome when others just eyed me funny. Thank you for just being who you were to so many, you will be immensely missed. Jael
Signed Jael
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Dear BobZilla,

I am so greatful that you called me this week and that I was able to spend all of Saturday with you. I will miss your grin and the wonderful way you called me "Bethieee". You will be missed by so many people and we will love you always.
Signed Bethie
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Dear BobZilla,

I first met you the very first year at TableRock in the Super 8 Motel. I remember your presence filled the room. I'm sorry I didn't know you better. May you be at peace.
Signed Bast
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Dear BobZilla,

I only met you a few times, this Sat. being the most I had spoken with you mostly about that ghastly hot sauce and its effect on me. You always struck me as someone who loved life and cared for those around him. I wish I would have had more time to know you better. Rest in peace
Signed Hyle
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Dear BobZilla,

I only met you once,but i remember the warmth that you greeted me and treated me as a friend. I will always keep that memory in my heart.
Signed Russell Bluewolf
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Dear BobZilla,

I met you at TRF last year, and when I didn't know many, you made me feel at ease on the campgrounds with your humour and made me laugh with that little stuffed dog of yours! You were so kind to me and I will always thank you and remember you for that. Be at Peace,
Signed Crystal
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Dear BobZilla,

Sleep in peace dear gentle man!
Signed "Lady" Karen of the Blue Drago
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Dear BobZilla,

Dear Bob; I remember the first time we met you and Becky in 2000 at Ex, little did we know that would be the beginning of a long but all too brief friendship. I think what I will miss most is you calling me a dodo head when we talk on the phone. There are so many good times that I will be able to call upon when I think of you. You were by far one of the biggest and most gentlest guys I have ever had the pleasure to call my friend. You never had a bad word to say; unless it was when you were defending one of us in your group and then you could be downright vicious but with a smile. I don't know that anyone ever saw you without that chessire grin of yours. I know I will miss it. I just want you to know that Draco and I will always be there for Becky, for what ever reason; although we could never fill your giant shoes; thats why it will take two of us. Bob, I don't know if I will make it to Table Rock due to the fact the only reason we were going was to see you and Becky. I am sure that I will see you soon my brother. Have a drink for me will ya.
Signed Dragita (Terri)
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Dear BobZilla,

Hey Bob, I am very proud to have been your squire. It is sad and disheartening that I no longer have the pleasure of your company or council...I shall miss you ALWAYS!!!
Signed Papa
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Dear BobZilla,

Oh Becky, My faire friend, my body quivers and shakes, the tears run down my face. I'm hurt as you know you are more hurt. My deepest sympothy goes out to you, your son and your family. The loss is so magnanamous. Wow, I too am speachless but then again a thousand thoughts go through my head. I've known ya'll since Hawkwood. "Guido" was one of favoriate charaters of Bobs. I rememeber the day when I realized Bobzilla was Guido. I laughed my arse off. For years I new Bobzilla and for years I new Guido. I smile between the tears. Why, why, why, I ask. Then I say, Red Dragon, that's enough friends for now! Stop. God why to do keep taking our friends/family from us? I don't understand. My heart is heavy. I will miss, we will all miss Bobzilla soooooooo so so much. Oh Becky, he was a great man. You know that. We all know that. Nice man, Funny man, loveing man, caring man. I grieve for you, for him, for all of us. Oh Bob, have fun in Heaven. Tell everyone hello for us. And WE'RE NOT COMING SOON, you hear. But still, take care of your self. Give Red Dragon a hug for me. I'll miss you brother. Your sister,
Signed Cherry, The not so good Lifesa
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Dear BobZilla,

I've been sitting here staring at the computer for hours trying to think of what to say. All the memories flood in and I cant seem to pick one that expresses my sorrow of your passing or honors you life in a way I feel is equal to what you meant to me and everyone else. I can only morn right now and try to do justice to your memory. My biggest regret is that I didn't take the time to get together since I moved to San Antonio. Once again I'm reminded that friends are very important and life should be enjoyed every day as if it will be your last time on Earth. "I honour'd him, I lov'd him; and will weep my date of life out, for his sweet life's loss" King John, Act iv, Sc.3
Signed Grim
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Dear BobZilla,

I didn't really get to know you, but from what I experienced when I did meet you, you were an awesome guy, and I know the lot of us are going to miss you very much. It was a shock to hear you're gone now, and I just regret I didn't get to know you a little bit better.
Signed Monkey
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Dear BobZilla,

From the very moment that you and I met...we were friends.We were a well-matched pair of smart alecks, that's for sure!You brought out the troublemaker in me...and no, I'm not sorry. You are one of the few people who could get away with calling me in the middle of the night just to gab...and when I told you that 5:00am was going to be ugly if I didn't get my beauty sleep you told me I already had enough-I didn't need any more or I would become too conceited...what a sweetie you were-but you still didn't let me off of the phone!!!Oh..and I'm not sorry about that either...just sorry it's not going to happen any more. The good ones always go too soon-and I miss you so already! This world will not be the same without you, brother...oh-and thanks for dancing with me at Black's and my wedding-it means even more to me now...
Signed Your loving sister, Vixen
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Dear BobZilla,

Brother, I consider it one of the greatest honors of my life to have been made a member of our family in the presence of none but Paul, and yourself. Never was there a lack of love, affection, respect, admiration, or best of all- mirth and humor when our hands would meet, and we embraced. You are one of less than half a hand full of people I have known personally that possesed all the qualities that are required to be known as a truly GREAT MAN. My heart grieves deeply for you- brother loved, brother lost.
Signed Your great friend and Brother
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Dear BobZilla,

I have sat here and read all the well wishes for Bob and Becky, the beautiful lady Scarlet how deep her pain must run now. I have cried threw every single one of these letters. What is there left to say? I am sorry that this has transpired. I have pain, much pain to know that Bob will no longer be with us on this earth walk. My heart feels like a huge hand has it in its grip and is crushing it in my chest till I can no longer breath. No longer here to play Guido, no longer here to chastise me for playing bat pox with the local constabulary, No longer here to send me on missions for missing severed heads, no longer must I watch over my shoulder to see if I am going to get caught taking oggie for a walk about. Being brought back to the garrison in my own handcuffs just to hear lord Zilla tell the locals that they caught me now they have to keep me. How will it go on with out him and his wise cracks, how do we deal with times like these? How do we go on with life and not feel like we are amiss something important? Nothing ever stays the same, AND nothing ever prepares you for the injustice that life deals out to us on day-to-day basics. This is the cruelest thing that could ever happen, Bob was not a drinking man he was not an irresponsible man. How could this be? How could life that was so precious be taken away from a loving wife and loyal friends? For no known reason. I call foul, I call Injustice, and I call for the safe arrival of our friend Lord Bob Zilla in the halls of Valhalla where he shall rule forever. For His beautiful wife Becky I can only say what has been said with the added note. I pray that soon you can find peace, that soon you can find comfort. My words are weak compared to what it feels like to bury a husband, friend and lover. The crap that, as time moves on it will hurt less and less, perhaps for some this is true, but for me it was not, I don't think that will be the case for you. Time does not heal all wounds that is a lie, as you will find soon enough. The pain only dulls a bit. But dear lady and friend of mine know that if you need, surely one of us out here would be able to fill that need regardless of what that need would be . Do not hesitate to ask for it. As each of us greave with you this is the hardest longest road yet to be traveled and with my breath I pray that each step is easier than the last one. Anger over this injustice that has been done to you is natural process. And none can deny you that. Please forgive me that I cannot make it to your side at this moment. But know that you are in my prayers in my heart and on my mind and that I pray that your are kept safe as well. Enfolded in the arms of the angels. Peace come to you quickly!! Forever in the Lady Becky's (Scarlet's) service Queen Pandemonium
Signed qp
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Dear BobZilla,

*hugs* Wish I had the words to say, but they won't move from my mind to my fingers. With love,
Signed absinthe
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Dear BobZilla,

bob i will never forget you.till we meet again my brother.your brother forever
Signed blackstar
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Dear BobZilla,

Dear lord , Bobzilla I am saddened by the news of your passing! i regreat that i never got to meet IRL i was looking forword to it! as well as getting to know you . i enjoyed talking to you on the phone. you shall be missed. may ye be sitting in the halls of Valhalla this night for that is whair a war lord belongs. i will make you prould to call me a brother in chaos hope that when my time comes you will be thair to welcome me thair and we will get to meet then and get to know eachother better.
Signed Grindil squier to Koolagh
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Dear BobZilla,

From the first time we met this year at Excal, for the last time we saw each other at Scarby. You welcomed me, and treated me as part of the family. You will be highly missed, and I can not wait to sit with you in the future and listen to all your stories. Until next time
Signed Erin squir to Outlaw
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Dear BobZilla,

It was always a pleasure to see you around the faires. I'll miss you alot.
Signed Kitten
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Dear BobZilla,

My Brother, too soon have you gone before us to Valhalla. Be well at the table of Kings, for that is where you shall sit. Who shall take your place on this Earth? There shall be none. Forever there will be a hole in our ranks and our hearts where you loomed so large. Our grief abounds. Peace, Brother.
Signed Lord Hightower
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Dear BobZilla,

There are no words to express my feelings accurately. You were a great man and loved by so many. You brought so much joy to so many people. I know that you blessed Becky's life in a way that she never imagined possible. In your 24 year friendship with Curt, you touched him deeply. I only knew you for a year and a half, but I have the utmost respect for you, and I appreciate everything you've done for Curt. You were a great friend to us both. You will be remembered by us both forever and with the fondest of memories. When you looked at me at Excal this year and told me I was now part of your family, that meant so much, and that memory if forever burned in my mind. You were more than just a friend...you are truly FAMILY.
Signed Mischief
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Dear BobZilla,

My sympathy's to you and your family Bob. May your rest be peaceful, and may we all meet again in the next life.
Signed Kael, Squire to Lobo
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Dear BobZilla,

This is hard, how do you say goodbye to a best friend,a comrad in arms, a mentor, and the most talented and careing man I have ever known. Till we meet in Valhalla, I find myself counting the days, to share more of the goodness and kindness you showed me. May your path be paved with rose petals to soften your trip, and may all your days be in peace with our brothers and sisters who have gone before. To say I loved you is inadequate, but it is the best I can do.
Signed Velic
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Dear BobZilla,

BobZilla, I still remember you fondly from our first meeting at the front gate at Hawkwood. I loved Guido! You gave me several of the many fond memories I have of working that big Yellow gate at that faire, and you were one of the people whose presence made it 10 times better. Though we saw one another rarely since those days, each time we met it was like only days had passed, and you were just as friendly, warm, and kind as ever. You will be missed, brother.
Signed Mace
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Dear BobZilla,

well I can't really say all of what I feel but, I've only known Bob for about a year and I consider him a great friend and was and forever will be loved by all family and friends,and Bob I really looked up to you, you never pushed me away or excluded me from anything and you really remind me of my Dad you were a true frind and I will miss you very much
Signed The Asshole (see ya soon man)
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Dear BobZilla,

Mere words cannot express the great loss of comrad, brother, and mentor to us all. May ye rest in peace my brother.
Signed Satyr
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Dear BobZilla,

May the Lord of All hold you in the peace of his love. My prayers for all who knew you in this great time of sorrow. May all your rides be smooth, your beer cool, and your troubles gone. God Bless you and all you knew.
Signed FriarPhil
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Dear BobZilla,

You always made me laugh, I dedicate this to you.... They've crossed the sacred draw bridge, Gone through the castle door And though are now beyond our eyes They live Forever more With our hearts we hold them Cause arms we cannot touch Memory adorns our souls And missed they will be much Raise a bumper to their honor Cross your swords and hold'm high Celebrate, for on they live No one really dies Bagpipes, laughter, storm the gates In halos made of leather Fiery hell won't scare em They've camped in hotter weather Our angels shant be wearin' wings Those be just for fairies And likely catch upon thee back If one a baldric carries In heaven wearing armour Still by our oath abide Huzzah to Chaos family Who invade the other side
Signed Feather, Squire of Troy
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Dear BobZilla,

i never got to know you . but i saw the effect that you had on other people , there was always a smile and a kind word . it was people like you that make this world livable take care and peace on your journys and may we meet at the renn fairs beyond this world my prayers are to you and your family
Signed iggy
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Dear BobZilla,

I sent you an email the night I found out of your passing old friend. I know as soon as they get broadband up there you'll get it. From the moment I met you in the leather factory, you took me under your wing and made me feel more like a brother than a friend. I'll miss your spontaneous calls at all hours to tell me of some special find or event happening. If it weren't for you, I'd never found the swordmaking class and in turn found my new love of blacksmithing. Damn you sure know how to spoil a surprise...I was making you a dagger for christmas. My heart aches, my eyes tear, but I know that you're amongst friends now. I'm sure you and Dad will be making some projects or another up there. Between you both you'll have the pearly gates looking more like the entrance to a castle. Becky, call me if you need me, not matter the time. We'll always be here for you. Bob, I'll miss our faire days, I'll miss working Excalibur with you. I'll miss you old friend more than words can describe. Godspeed, we'll meet again.
Signed Castric
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Dear BobZilla,

We live on Forever in the Hearts and Minds of those we leave behind. God Speed Lord Bobzilla...
Signed Lady Cara Thorsen
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Dear BobZilla,

In the Hearts of CHAOS forever. You will be missed. Farewell for now, until we all meet at the feast of eternity.
Signed Scolaighe
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Dear BobZilla,

Hey Bob, Well we just returned from your funeral. I think you would have been pleased. The turnout of course was awesome, as you knew it would have to be. So many of your friends and family gathered together would have been a great chance for you to prank around. Go easy on those around you now, remember they are not as used to you as we are, you might make them blow milk out of thier nose if you are not careful. Your good friend Curt gave a great memorial speech. I think he must know you well, as he certainly captured your essence in a great manner. He made all of us laugh and smile at a time when we were all feeling your loss terribly. I wish we had more time for him to tell us all about other adventures you had, but that will have to wait for another day. Perhaps by the fireside at camp, or on the walls of the keep, or of course lifting a mead at the Sea Devil. We will certainly do this in your memory for all the years to come. I also thought you should know that I made the drive from Houston with some of your other friends too. 3rd level Kris, Cyric, and Stephenie came as well. We had a long time during the drive to talk about our memories of you and how each of us had met you. I remember making that very first suit of leather armour for you. One day, during the construction phase, I had placed the cuirass over my head and slide right through it. I thought it was pretty funny how I could pull my arms in through the holes and turn around inside it. I guess my point of that is, you were a giant of a man indeed, but it would take titan a thousand lifetimes to fill your shoes. Your heart was as big as a mountain and that is what we will all really remember and miss most of all. I also enjoyed seeing your karate photos and memorabilia. We joked about how on that cold New Years Eve night when we were sparring in the back yard, the big cat Bobzilla would come at you like a wall of force and you had better get the heck out of the way or be run over. Fast you were then, but faster you are now. I hope to see you bringing your special light into everyones lives that knew you so you may live on through us all. I for one know I will miss you, but never forget you. Until we meet again.
Signed Lord Entropy
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Dear BobZilla,

OK Dude, I got it. B-O-B-Z-I-L-L-A. I promise I won't forget again. Thanks for spending time with me in my yard. Thanks for the laughs when I really needed it. Till we meet again at the big faire in the sky.......
Signed Lettia Rose
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Dear BobZilla,

My Most Precious Brother, Somehow I have fallen on to this website and I'm learning about your adult life. Sounds just like your life when we were kids. You made being your little sister such an adventure. I am so blessed that you were my big brother. You kept me safe and everyday was full of fun,excitement and I always knew you loved me. You could make the best toys out of anything. Remember going to all those thrift stores on Saturday and then you'd take me fishing on Sundays and everytime I got hung-up you got me untangled. Remember everytime I was going to get in trouble, you would protect me take the blame. Most of the time I didn't even realize what you were doing, I just knew you got in trouble an awful lot. I just want you know how sorry I am that we were unable to fulfill your wishes with your cremation, but please know I tried. There were so many legal issues and I know we have all learned from this. I got you the best casket and was thinking about your headstone. How does "Bob in God's Armor" sound? I just know that Grandma & Grandpa must be so happy right now to have you with them. Did Grandma make you your green beans and mashed potatoes? I don't know how I'm going to take care of Mother without you. Please check in on her for me when you have time. Thanks for the puppy! He's so cute! Your spirit is all around me constantly and I'm so grateful. You think you're being so sneaky, but I know you're here and promise me you always will be. I Love YOU the most!
Signed Your Little Sister - Susan Bar
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Dear BobZilla,

Oh, my dear sweet man... the love of my life. How do I possibly begin to tell you how dear you are to me? You were the meaning in my life. We promised to love each other till the end. Each time that I looked into your eyes, I saw what I meant to you and how much you meant to me. You were such a beautiful man. We were so much in tune with each other's lives that we often knew what the other was thinking without so much as saying a word. Your touch or tickle would tell me. Oh, where does my broken heart go from here?????? Every Valentine's day was such a blast for us. It was like an Easter Egg hunt in February. You would place numerous cards and gifts all over the house and office for me to find. I recall how on this last valentine's day I almost broke my ankle falling from a chair looking for something that you hid on top of the refrigerator at the office. You had so much fun doing that. Each time that I left and came back to my desk, there would be another surprise for me. I could never keep up with you. You were so much fun and a joy to love....Each night I lie in our bed and I hold you so close in my dreams. You could send me into a tail-spin with your cute, sweet smile, and that cute little wiggle of your nose. You gave me the very best...You gave me so much love. I was never afraid when you were around. You took such care of me and my needs, protecting me at all times.....I will forever miss your daily intercom call to my desk which was only 20 feet away, so that you could sing your "fluffy wuffy doodle bug love song" to me. You knew just the thing to brighten my day, and you made me laugh every time you sang to me. You were so cute. When we first met, I did not know what to think of this "bigger than life man".... but I took a chance and my heart learned to dance........what a great life we had...I miss you so very much my sweet baby doll...Whenever you would go on a "walk-about at Excalibur without me, you would come back to the Garrison with a cloak from Becca's Magic or some sweet gesture to show your love for me. I will cherish those wonderful moments forever. You knew just how to work me.......When the evening comes and it's time to call it a day, It's so very hard for me to settle in. We turned off the lights in the house together, made sure the doors were locked, fed the cats, dogs, and lizards, then watched TV in bed till we fell asleep. And all the while our feet touching each others as our security that the other one was still there. I miss your feet......When I was cold at night you told me to get closer and cuddle up... that you were my heating blanket. Oh, how my heart aches for you that I can hardly bear to go on....Please help me to get through this, my love. I am so lonely without you...I'll try to smile and go on, but I miss you so much. Our love was so devine. Never a day went by without saying "I love you". Only 1 1/2 hours before your departure from this world, we said "I love you" and we'll see each other when you get home later. My tears won't stop flowing..... I'll forever love you Bob....My big sweet gentle man..... I ADORE YOU!!!!!
Signed Becky - Your life partner, You wife in the eyes of our Lord. I love you honey.
Signed Becky
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Dear BobZilla,

I didnt know you very long but I know that you always treated me like an equal. I appreacte your understanding and kindness. thank you
Signed Hurricane
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Dear BobZilla,

Bob... I can recall still, very vividly too, the first time that I laid eyes upon you. Twas Excalibur, and my friends within my own Clan decided it would be grand fun to have me arrested. I was charged, as you so elegantly put it, with "Making the Clan late to the Opening of faire". We were only late because I had to lace up so many bodices, however far be it for me to HELP ANY LADYFOLK AGAIN on that note (laughs). Well sir... you furrowed your brow, placing those handcuffs on me, only to find my wrists were too large for the cuffs to fit. We laughed as I watched you standing there, hands on your hips, inspecting me as I used the tip of my wife's Sgain Dubn (Scottish Dagger) to widdle a new hole into the leather cuffs that would allow them to be fastened to my wrists. After cuffing me successfully, you looked me in the eyes and said, "Your assistance with the law will not free ye, however, that will forever be known as the Angus Hole. Now come on with ya." You only laughed harder as my woman wailed upon my kilted rear quarter with that flogging bunny. You placed a large hand upon my sholder, saying "Angus, it could be worse - it could've been a flogging badger." We became fast friends, you and I... standing around the fire within the camp of the Celtic Rogues, late into the night, exchanging jokes, and playing songs for you on my guitar, have been my fondest memories of Excalibur. And without you there, my good friend, the ale will seem more bitter and less sweet, and the smiles will only remind me of how grand your own was. I read what others have written before me, and I feel their loss, as it is mine. To his beloved wife, I am at your service ma'am, should you need from the Celtic Rogues at all, please let us know. God be with you, Bob... you will never be forgotten, not by me.
Signed Angus "The Red" MacEwan, of th
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Dear BobZilla,

It was Angus "The Red" MacEwan, High Council Member of the Clan of the Celtic Rogues. The Clan of the Celtic Rogues Salutes you, Bob. Rest in Peace.
Signed Angus "The Red" MacEwan
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Dear BobZilla,

Oh, you big cuddly man, you. Now who is going to pop my spine at 7am Saturday mornings? Please not- this is not an invitation for anyone to try to pop my spine. :)
Signed cp4eva AKA Brahma Lord of Fists
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Dear BobZilla,

What to say. In 22 days of August 04...Four brothers lay on the floor...They are now surely in heaven...Making a place for us I am sure... You will be missed Brother
Signed Lairde Ge'off "Irish" M'Crack
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Dear BobZilla,

Bob I'am not going to say that you touched my life or inspired me to do this of that. You've done that enough to so many people. I will say however that you were a true friend, a great leader, and an even greater mentor to me. In the time we've known each other there was never a time that it was ever wasted. Through your teachings, infinite wisdom, and gentile good humor I will be a better person, and carry out my life as you knew I would. From your various attacks of chilli sauce, to your martial arts skills, you were one in a million,and you WILL be missed. Via Con Dios.
Signed Slash
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Dear BobZilla,

I will sincerely miss you, very few people made me laugh.. but I did enjoy the beers I drank and good times I had in your presence. I will remember you and other fallen comrades each time, I step foot through the gates (this is the most somber time for me; the entrance to faire) and is the most fitting to pay my respects to fallen brothers while participating in something we both love so dearly.
Signed Sir Gregory of Brigadoon
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Dear BobZilla,

Even after only knowing you for a very short time... You treated me a long time friend and equal. I will miss the chance to be able to spend more time with you. Though I know you will always live on in the memories of others.
Signed Conall Crow
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Dear BobZilla,

Bob, You where a crazy old man. I remember you used to call my house just so you could hear my bird chirp and make noise in the back ground. You will be missed.
Signed Dragon Lord
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Dear BobZilla,

Bob wow it seems I really truely missed out on a great man. Its so sad that all the years I looked for you..you were in fact only hours away..how odd that you actaully drove past where i lived soo many times. I had wished for so long to be able to walk up to you and say..Hi Dad. I have gotten to know your family bit by bit. I have had the honor of chatting with Becky a few times and even your friend Mr. Doyle. Im waiting for my chance to make it to Yale. I hope the headstone was ok. Rest in Peace and know that when God calls me home we will finally have the chance to sit as Father and Daughter and finally get to know each other. Till then Dad...Be Safe in Gods hands.
Signed your first born. Christina
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Dear BobZilla,

Bob "BOBZILLA" Bartlett. In all capitals, for the man I knew not as just a man big in stature, but also a man with an enormous heart, an infectious/pleasing smile, a huge/welcoming embrace, a most loved personality and always a whimsical joke. I can still hear you saying, "You sexy man." in that low voice of yours. You always put a smile on my face when I saw you and even now as I write a brief synopsis on how you affected my life and the memories you so fondly blessed my life with yesterday, today and tomorrow. I still recall the first day I met you at TRF in front of Randolph's chainmail shop many years ago with fairy skulls attached to your chest. You handed me a couple and I still have them, even after all these years. Bobzilla, you will always reside in my heart as the bigger than life comedian, pro football player, protector, friend and most of all, as one of my Brothers in Chaos. I remember the many times we spent together with you and Becky at TRF, Excalibur and Richard's ranch – laughing, sharing stories, sharing a good meal and experiencing your "HOT" sauce you were so proud of during the New Year's 1999 Bash. It was a great time to be had by all and we still display the picture of all of us on the fallen tree that welcomed the end of millennium to start anew. I still carry the flogger I purchased from you at Excalibur and let me say your flogger has been enjoyed…I mean has flogged numerous females. :) With every flogging, the recipient is informed of the great man who made the flogger. Bobzilla, I will always carry a part of you at my side at TRF or other medieval faires in physical form, but spiritually, I will carry your smile in my head and my heart everyday. Thank you so much for sharing your precious time with me on this earth and blessing my life. Avalon misses you. May you rest well and know peace in the Valley of the Kings. I look forward to seeing you and the rest of my Brothers again. My love and blessings to you and your family. As Always, Your Brother In Arms, Bear of Avalon
Signed Bear of Avalon
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Dear BobZilla,

I love you, Daddy. My heart breaks everyday knowing that I will never have another chance to speak to you, to tell you how much I have missed you and will continue to for the rest of my life.. how much I love and have loved you. I only wish that would have had just a little more time here so that you could meet your brand-new grand daughter, and my amazing fiancee. Please rest in peace..
Signed Rae.