Jackie Blue

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I lost my dad right before my 6th birthday.
I have a twin but he is a very angry person and we dont talk. I feel I have no one to talk to. I keep my feelings to myself except here on this site. I have lost most all of my family I have only 5 cousins who dont keep in touch, I have lost all my Aunts Uncles and a cousin whom I loved dearly. She was my sons Godmom. I lost my best friend Donald when he was 40 and I was 26. I live alone with my children. I have a small one bedroom place so my daughter stays in a bedroom downstairs with her Grandmother. I have to move so the 3 of us are a family without mothers< interference. I have been told I am weak minded....that I cant think for myself....just so many cruel things because I suffer from nervous illness and depression. The parent that loved me died. I thank God for my kids and the people here on this website for all the kindness and love I so starve for. I am out of a 7 year relationship in which I was abused and hurt constantly and decided it was best to leave altho now there really IS no one to talk to nowhere to go. No one to hold. Well... thats about all. Thank you all for everything and for being here for me. "Everything from that day on became a FOREVER "before" and "after" for me. Before Dad died and after Dad died is how I speak most of the time. My life became divided at an early age and I learned that early on life can be snatched from one in an instant. One nite I was snuggled in my bed safe in the world...the next.........Daddy was gone. The world became a different place sincde then. All I can do is pray for us all. A special thanks to Garys Mom who sponsors Dads page and befriended me when I first came here. LOVE TO YOU ALL.

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