I found this site shorty after my father passed away I was hooked from the start. I loved the Ideal that you can have a (site)/place to keep your love ones that have passed on. That you can still have a sense of being close to them. From time to time to visit them here, and pay my respect when it is not possible to actually go to the grave site when most are not close or buried out-of-state.
Sit up straight. Lift your head up. Lift your eyes. Take a long, deep breath and Smile
Though things may be far from perfect for you, act like it's a great day to be alive, because it is.