I feel the need to write about Tommy, I don't know how long will it take, but I wish to write.
It was July 23, 2021, afternoon. I heard a kitten meowing loudly outside, so when I looked out there, he was there. He was beside my car, screaming for being alone in the world. I went down stairs, and tried to pick him up. He tried to get up on the fence of my neighbor, so I was able to take him. He did bit me, but I didn't care. Since that moment, he was my child. He was afraid at the beginning, but slowly he gained trust. I remember when he first time ate cat food, he was very happy, always happy for eating...
In the middle of Autumn 2021, I was going to a job interview, and in the tram station was a white cat, about ½ year old, and she wanted to get a touch of love from anyone who was going there. Then, next day she was still there, and she decided she wants to come with me, no matter where I was going. So, that day, October 6,2021, Mirinda came home with me. Tommy got in love with her, he was a bit smaller than her, but he started to be a gentleman around her. At first, she didn't like him at all, but then she started to love him. In the spring of 2022, likely in middle February, she got pregnant with him. Unfortunately, on April 3, about 2 weeks before her normal birth time, she got up on a closet, and fell from it. This made her to have a premature birth, and sadly, all their 6 Kittens didn't make it.
Tommy...I'm so sorry you never got to see your babies alive, growing and playing. I'm sorry, my love...
Last time I've seen you alive was February 15, 2024. I was thinking that you're ok, but there was a warning sign I didn't take meaning about. You didn't ate all your food, and you had never done that before...
I will have to live with this feeling of guilt for the rest of my life, but at the same time, I have to take care of the others. This "hopefully" will make me go forward.
Then, on the morning of February 16, 2024, I had a nightmare...
I dreamed about you being with me inside of the room, and then you got ouf of the door...
I went out to find you, and I've seen lots of cats, each one looking differently from the other ones...
I ran to each of them, to realize that none of them was actually you.
I believe it was on that moment that you left...
I Will Always Love You...
Te Iubesc...
I feel the need to write about Tommy, I don't know how long will it take, but I wish to write.
It was July 23, 2021, afternoon. I heard a kitten meowing loudly outside, so when I looked out there, he was there. He was beside my car, screaming for being alone in the world. I went down stairs, and tried to pick him up. He tried to get up on the fence of my neighbor, so I was able to take him. He did bit me, but I didn't care. Since that moment, he was my child. He was afraid at the beginning, but slowly he gained trust. I remember when he first time ate cat food, he was very happy, always happy for eating...
In the middle of Autumn 2021, I was going to a job interview, and in the tram station was a white cat, about ½ year old, and she wanted to get a touch of love from anyone who was going there. Then, next day she was still there, and she decided she wants to come with me, no matter where I was going. So, that day, October 6,2021, Mirinda came home with me. Tommy got in love with her, he was a bit smaller than her, but he started to be a gentleman around her. At first, she didn't like him at all, but then she started to love him. In the spring of 2022, likely in middle February, she got pregnant with him. Unfortunately, on April 3, about 2 weeks before her normal birth time, she got up on a closet, and fell from it. This made her to have a premature birth, and sadly, all their 6 Kittens didn't make it.
Tommy...I'm so sorry you never got to see your babies alive, growing and playing. I'm sorry, my love...
Last time I've seen you alive was February 15, 2024. I was thinking that you're ok, but there was a warning sign I didn't take meaning about. You didn't ate all your food, and you had never done that before...
I will have to live with this feeling of guilt for the rest of my life, but at the same time, I have to take care of the others. This "hopefully" will make me go forward.
Then, on the morning of February 16, 2024, I had a nightmare...
I dreamed about you being with me inside of the room, and then you got ouf of the door...
I went out to find you, and I've seen lots of cats, each one looking differently from the other ones...
I ran to each of them, to realize that none of them was actually you.
I believe it was on that moment that you left...
I Will Always Love You...
Te Iubesc...
