After 13 years of not knowing anything, I just recently found out as of tonight, my father Lee A. Spanbauer has been dead since February 25, 2001. It pains me because I have been looking for him since I was 12 years old. I could care less about his past and what it all entailed, I just wanted to know my father. A piece of me has always been empty and broken, now it will remain that way forever. My heart hurts so badly because I never got the chance to say goodbye. MillieBelle is the name I'm seeing that has posted the picture up of my father, his head stone at his grave and where he is buried. If you, or anyone has any information on my father, please, I'm begging you to contact me. I would like to know more about him. I am his first born daughter and even though he chose a different lifestyle for himself, he is still and will always be my one and only father and I will love him for infinity. Thank you so much for reading.

After 13 years of not knowing anything, I just recently found out as of tonight, my father Lee A. Spanbauer has been dead since February 25, 2001. It pains me because I have been looking for him since I was 12 years old. I could care less about his past and what it all entailed, I just wanted to know my father. A piece of me has always been empty and broken, now it will remain that way forever. My heart hurts so badly because I never got the chance to say goodbye. MillieBelle is the name I'm seeing that has posted the picture up of my father, his head stone at his grave and where he is buried. If you, or anyone has any information on my father, please, I'm begging you to contact me. I would like to know more about him. I am his first born daughter and even though he chose a different lifestyle for himself, he is still and will always be my one and only father and I will love him for infinity. Thank you so much for reading.