My mother had just divorced my father when she decided that this might be her last chance to have a baby.
I was born June 25th, 1981 at Methodist Hospital in Oak Cliff, Texas where my mother worked as an RN. Named after a buxom blonde heroine from a romance novel- I can't say that I ever grew into the femme fatale type that the name suggested.
I have a sister that is 11 years my senior from a different mother and a sister that is 7 years my junior from a different father. I have never been remotely close with either of them.
Mental illness runs rampant on both sides of my family. That one sentence sums up more than enough explanation of my childhood, geneology backstories. Also current dealings with all types of relationships in general.
My father died when I was 14 of ridiculous and preventable means. Ive always harbored some resentment towards my mother for what I believe was her part in not stopping what happened when she could have.
I have three children. A boy and two girls born in 2000, 2003, and 2006. They are the sparkle in my eye and reason for being.
Unfortunately luck or fate has caused more than my fair share of problems in keeping my little family together. It is the thing I most long for in the universe. However we are currently trying to keep a positive outlook for the future when we can be together again. Whenever that may be. Finances and health suffer constantly. I just hope they know how hard I try and how desperately I yearn for their happiness.
That sums it up for now. Hopefully much better news to come.

My mother had just divorced my father when she decided that this might be her last chance to have a baby.
I was born June 25th, 1981 at Methodist Hospital in Oak Cliff, Texas where my mother worked as an RN. Named after a buxom blonde heroine from a romance novel- I can't say that I ever grew into the femme fatale type that the name suggested.
I have a sister that is 11 years my senior from a different mother and a sister that is 7 years my junior from a different father. I have never been remotely close with either of them.
Mental illness runs rampant on both sides of my family. That one sentence sums up more than enough explanation of my childhood, geneology backstories. Also current dealings with all types of relationships in general.
My father died when I was 14 of ridiculous and preventable means. Ive always harbored some resentment towards my mother for what I believe was her part in not stopping what happened when she could have.
I have three children. A boy and two girls born in 2000, 2003, and 2006. They are the sparkle in my eye and reason for being.
Unfortunately luck or fate has caused more than my fair share of problems in keeping my little family together. It is the thing I most long for in the universe. However we are currently trying to keep a positive outlook for the future when we can be together again. Whenever that may be. Finances and health suffer constantly. I just hope they know how hard I try and how desperately I yearn for their happiness.
That sums it up for now. Hopefully much better news to come.