If I could go back in time I would. I am here to pay respects to everyone, here and departed. I have added a few friends here whom I admire their profiles. I would've asked for permissions to add them first, but there is no option to do so. I hope no one will be offended or upset at my wishful friend adds. I am an honorable, ancient & VERY compassionate soul. I was adopted at three weeks of age & was well taken care of but was also always degradated disrespected by famuly my whole life, and still, to date because I still turn my cheek & remain silent. It has made me to always want to be alone, I trust in no one but yet love everyone. I feel I always have the weight of the world's sadness on my shoulders. I cry VERY often for many reasons, yet throughout it all, I am a freespirit & a grateful person. I live for my animals & nature & I live altruistically. Talking to trees and visiting various cemeteries just to stop & visit with the dear departed whom I don't know. When I visit my dear Gramma who truly loved me, I take along my picnic cart, my IPad & stay for the day. We watch old classic B&W Bette Davis movies together..wishing we could go back into time...

If tomorrow starts without me,
And I am not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;


I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today,
While thinking of the many things,
We didn't get to say.


I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me,
I know you will miss me too;


But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name,
And took me by the hand,


And said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind
All those I dearly love.


But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye
For all my life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.


I had so much to live for,
So much left yet to do,
It almost seemed impossible
That I was leaving you.


I thought of all the yesterdays,
The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
And all the fun we had.


If I could relive yesterday,
Just even for a while,
I'd say good-bye and kiss you
And maybe see you smile.


But then I fully realized,
That this could never be,
For emptiness and memories,
Would take the place of me.


And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
My heart was filled with sorrow.


But when I walked through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
From His great golden throne,


He said, "This is eternity,
And all I have promised you.
Today your life on earth is past,
But here life starts anew.


I promise no tomorrow,
But today will always last,
And since each day's the same way
There's no longing for the past.


You have been so faithful,
So trusting and so true.
Though there were times you did some things.
You knew you shouldn't do.


But you have been forgiven
And now at last you're free.
So won't you come and take my hand
And share my life with me?"


So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don't think we're far apart,
For every time you think of me,
I'm right here, in your heart.

If I could go back in time I would. I am here to pay respects to everyone, here and departed. I have added a few friends here whom I admire their profiles. I would've asked for permissions to add them first, but there is no option to do so. I hope no one will be offended or upset at my wishful friend adds. I am an honorable, ancient & VERY compassionate soul. I was adopted at three weeks of age & was well taken care of but was also always degradated disrespected by famuly my whole life, and still, to date because I still turn my cheek & remain silent. It has made me to always want to be alone, I trust in no one but yet love everyone. I feel I always have the weight of the world's sadness on my shoulders. I cry VERY often for many reasons, yet throughout it all, I am a freespirit & a grateful person. I live for my animals & nature & I live altruistically. Talking to trees and visiting various cemeteries just to stop & visit with the dear departed whom I don't know. When I visit my dear Gramma who truly loved me, I take along my picnic cart, my IPad & stay for the day. We watch old classic B&W Bette Davis movies together..wishing we could go back into time...

If tomorrow starts without me,
And I am not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;


I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today,
While thinking of the many things,
We didn't get to say.


I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me,
I know you will miss me too;


But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name,
And took me by the hand,


And said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind
All those I dearly love.


But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye
For all my life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.


I had so much to live for,
So much left yet to do,
It almost seemed impossible
That I was leaving you.


I thought of all the yesterdays,
The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
And all the fun we had.


If I could relive yesterday,
Just even for a while,
I'd say good-bye and kiss you
And maybe see you smile.


But then I fully realized,
That this could never be,
For emptiness and memories,
Would take the place of me.


And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
My heart was filled with sorrow.


But when I walked through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
From His great golden throne,


He said, "This is eternity,
And all I have promised you.
Today your life on earth is past,
But here life starts anew.


I promise no tomorrow,
But today will always last,
And since each day's the same way
There's no longing for the past.


You have been so faithful,
So trusting and so true.
Though there were times you did some things.
You knew you shouldn't do.


But you have been forgiven
And now at last you're free.
So won't you come and take my hand
And share my life with me?"


So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don't think we're far apart,
For every time you think of me,
I'm right here, in your heart.