Loneliness is never fully understood until you are the last one left standing. I never imagined I would be the last living member of my little family at the age of 40. One thing I do know... I will leave my children knowing I love them. Knowing I cared. As my family did for me.
I miss my family. I've decided to come to my sites to help me deal with the loss of my family. I think I will finally be able to deal with my losses if I start to write it down. I hope this proves to be true.
Ruth Lawson Hi Vivien, I am researching my GGF Isaac Salyer. I believe he may have been a 1/2 brother to your Ruth Lawson. They both had the same mother, Mary Salyer Lawson. My email is email@example.com I would love to hear from you.
RE: your request Oh no! No grief was caused at all.... It's just twisted and easily misconstrued. And really very sad. Jeff will soon have his new headstone. Nothing fancy but a well deserved marker. I waited until the 5th anniversary of his leaving us. I figured that was long enough to see if any other family members were going to try and buy him a marker but no one did and I loved him like a brother so I got him one. Jeff spoke of you very often. I think he loved you. I know he was very fond of you. :-) Anyway, go look at his new headstone in a month or so. I figure I will have war with them out there. I always do over my Mom and Dad's final resting place and we can start all over again. I believe the people lying their under their watch deserve a lot more respect than they get so I'm there to remind them. :-) Take care :-)
Love from Down Under I read your message to your brother John and my heart breaks for you. I just want you to know I care and I wish I could give you a big hug. Dont listen to those who want to pull apart what you and your brother were to each other. Deep in your heart you know the truth. Love Sherilynn xoxo
I Will Miss John I am so sorry! I wish, for so many reasons, I would have never moved and lost contact. I read my post and today and it leaves a lot to be explained. It was a email I tried to send to John. I'm sorry if it was not right for this kind of a site but that was all I could do at the time. I just took for granted that he and and all of you for that fact, would always be around. I would like to hear from Vivian and Laura if she even remembers me. It has been sooo long. I remember John loved GH.