THANK YOU MY ANGEL DAVID, FOR SPONSORING MY PEBBLES.YOUR WONDERFUL!!







Pebbles was my first baby, i bought her in Florida in 1988 when I was only 19. i wanted a cocker spaniel really bad. I had grown up with one,She was the cheapest one, i think $150.00 or $175.00 and all i could afford at the time, and she was the best! She took the long drive, to move back to NY with me stopping and visiting all the states in between. She was such a good girl. Because of this trip Pebbles loved to go in the car. i nick named her "piss puppy" when she got excited she pee-peed. I also called her "foof doo", i don't know why, just started calling her that one day, and it stuck. When Daniel came along in Feb.1989, she loved him, she would lick his face and feet, and sleep by his crib. If the baby cried she was the first one to him. In 1993 when i was in the hospital after having my second son,Shawn, my sister would put the phone to Pebbles ear so she could hear my voice,she would get so depressed if i wasn't home with her, forget about 2 full days. If we went away, she would stay under the bed,and my sister who was watching her had to get her out, she was so sad when i wasnt around. When i would come home, she would pick up anything, a sock, shoe, toy, ect. and carry it for about 20 min. prancing all around the house. All she wanted was me. She would sleep in the bed under the covers all night, i don't know how she could breath, but she loved being there. She grew up with pitbull's so she believed she was one, she would take on large dogs as if she was bigger then them. It always amazed us, we would say who does she think she is!!! When my boys were little she would let them sleep on her, she loved their pacifiers. If they dropped it, it became hers. As the boys grew older, i had to buy a pacifier just for her. Her brother, is a black cat, Tee-Pee, he is still with me(April 2006). Pebbles and Tee-Pee loved one another, they took afternoon naps together, played together, and took walks together. Pebbles lasted a long 13 years and was a great and loyal friend. In the end i didn't want to let her go,and tried to avoid it for a while, but knew it was time. The drive to the vet's office, was the worst drive of my life. Pebbles depended on me and i felt like i was letting her down. She looked at me as if she knew this drive was different from all the rest. I couldn't go in the room with her, the vet said, she might expell fluids from her mouth, and gasp, i just couldn't see her like that. but he promised he would put her to rest, by the time i got out to the car. I called the vet from the road, sobbing, and he said she went peacefully. That's when i lost half my heart. I love her very much and she loved me. There is not a day that goes by i don't think of her, or look down next to my bed for her, towards the end she couldn't jump up on the bed anymore, so i would have to lift her up, and she would go right under the blankets!! I miss kissing her dry little nose, and listening to her snore. There will never be another to take her place,ever.



Upon this day I reminisce
With sadness and regret
The loss of my beloved
Special "child" who was my pet.

It's been years of longing
Wishing you'd return to me ...
For though you left years ago,
I cannot "set you free".

Though time has made it easier,
To go from day to day ...
No one can understand the
"Special" role your life did play.

For every day you were a part,
Of love and joy and life ...
You had a way that focussed me
And lessened daily strife.

I'd hurry home to see your face,
Behind that window pane;
Where wiggles, hugs and cuddles
Brightened up the worst of days.

And now I sit, with eyes tear filled,
You are not by my side;
And when I see the window,
It is bare and bleak inside.

Emotions, they are raw today,
I'm simply torn apart ...
For hollow, wrenching feelings
Tear apart this very heart.

An emptiness, that's deeper than
The oceans ... fill my soul;
A painful hunger bites my
Inner self beyond control.

For though time healed the daily wounds
I wore upon my sleeve,
I shelter from the world outside
Just what you meant to me.


To me, you were more human
Than some others I have known ...
You gave such love and tenderness;
T'was deep within your soul.

Now spring is here, and little things
We loved now cause me harm ...
The walks we'd take around the yard
No longer hold their charm.

I see you as I turn each step,
I watch for you each day ...
Oh little one, I miss you so,
... Much more than words can say.





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